Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I am sooooo tired...

Well well did I kick up a sh*t storm with that last one. No excuses or backtracking though. I'll let it remain up for people to get their knickers in a twist about. Because although I definitely got more serious and personal than I would ordinarily in this forum because it is the Internets after all, it's you know, honest and what not. So please scroll down to "Seriously, though" and continue to comment if you indeed want to further discuss.


What I want to discuss right now is the fact that I hate going out on Fridays and I have three invites for this Friday, all three things I want to do and am honored to be included in. Something at 6, something at 9, something at 10. Oh, and tentative plans with another friend who I don't think will want to tag along to any of them. FYI this isn't bragging for you non-New Yorkers. Pretty normal schedule for a summer Friday if you have a couple of not really overlapping friend groups. But honestly right now I'm too tired to sleep and am exhausted just THINKING about my weekend. And I need to wash my hair, and everything is a mess in my apartment, and I need a manicure and to visit the eyebrow lady and to floss.

But as per usual I am delaying going to bed because I have this thing about not walking into my room until I'm dead tired to minimize ceiling staring time, and I just worked out and need to shower, and it's just so overwhelming! What I really want is for my mommy to come and give me a bath and tuck me in like old times. I love my mom. She's the bestest.

Perhaps I wouldn't mind some empty space on my calendar but if I had the empty space I'd be bored and feel all depressed that nobody liked me enough to invite me anywhere, so I am tired AND confused/conflicted. I should be in bed by 8pm tomorrow to get all rested up in advance so my face won't sag (which now it kinda does sometimes when I'm tired, isn't that HORRIBLE?!?!) But tomorrow is the REAL HOUSEWIVES OF ATLANTA! Which I have to watch live at 10pm. Or semi live, starting at 10:15 to skip the commercials. What to do what to do?


Anyway Friday is a terrible night for festivities for me because I haven't gone through my weekly Saturday morning beautification rituals. Which should perhaps now include some headstands to counteract the face sagging? Maybe I won't charge my camera...


The adventures continue!

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